Ok...Calm, Manson, Be Calm..Announce it, just announce it to your friends la.. I'm >>>>NOT IN THE FINALS.. OK, I'm not sad at all, Really not sad at all... OK>>>i admit...i was sad at that moment but okay with that later...,REally..LOL
I was SAD at first, but I was not after that...Mainly because the support from friends....Chin Fern, the last contestant were so worried that she could not get into the finals and i told her she was better than me and i should be the one to have the worries..But she gave me a very supportive response stating that i can sing very well...And Jeffery the 1st contestant too, he said he like me singing the song the most..Thanks you all...When it's announced, i'm not in the finals, and both of them are like..."WHY LEH>>??" But, i was happy enough to see someone like my voice and the song i performed...Really, and thanks UFAT SAMANTHA WEICHUN CHERRIE CLARENCE THENG AND HUI for supporting me at the foyer..
Also, thanks Miss Lee and Jessie for cheering and supporting too..
Although i will not have the chance to get into the finals, but i still believe the passion of singing is still within myself and I will continue to sing as I enjoy it a lot...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Wow....Quit nervous and in the mean time, EXCITED too.. Cos tomorrow will BE MYBIG BIG DAY!!! Tomorrow will be the KDU IDOL SEMI FINAL>>>!!!
big and huge stage isn't it..?
And before BEING SO exciTED>>>>!!!! Let's see what did i do for today..As usual, rehearsal again in Lecture Theatre..and as usual again, Singing Nicholas Teo Forgotten Love....Watching others practise too....And then balloon session..!!!LOL
really nice combination of colour...ELEGANCE..
Hey..Kit, what ya doin..?lol/
Sinking in where in the BALLON>>>
And all of us were really really exhausted blowing 100 something balloons, cherrie and samantha helped a lot...and we did enjoy ourselves...Me, Sam, Cherrie, Bi Ling, Jass, Kit, KwangLin helped out while Miss Florence and some other guys were busying downstairs decorating the stage and the tables for the judges...WELL DONE ALL OF US>>>A lot of HardWork...!!!
me...>>>MANSON
Manson, you can do it tomorrow....All your friends were being so so supportive..Thanks all for your support and I really hope that i can enjoy on stage tomorrow and be in the final..I won't let you guys down..Still..>>>Excited...LOL
Lastly, i captured a pic of my puppy COFFEE...So so cute lo..!!!!! GAMBATE>>>>>MANSON>>>YOU CAN DO IT>>>!!!!!!!
I told you all that i have made into the semi finals right..? Here will be the proof.. Anyway credits to Fern cos i curi these pics from her blog...lol
I remembered that day, four of us, playing, chatting, and laughing all the way, doing stupid stuffs...I still remember, as if it was just yesterday, how WILD and SAMPAT we were...I rememberd!
I understand, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED, MEMMORIES WILL NEVER FADE AWAY. A friend of mine, a best friend of mine, abest friend which i know her for 4 months of mine, said that...I knew, and I know..I understood and i really understand..
No matter what happened... No matter what happened.... And yes, No matter what happened... I hope she will be "BACK" Come back, now, all of us miss you...
We miss your laughter, your wildness, your samoatness and we miss everything of you.. Come Back, WE DO MISS YOU.... Really...
woke up this morning, waiting for X down her hostel, calling X, leaving voice messages, typing SMS to X, NO REPLY>>!! I waited, telling myself X will not be like that, but turned out, she was walking herself to class and I was HURT...
Going into class, asking X that what did everything went wrong. X said nothing but went out of the class. I said SORRY for million of times, but NO REPLY, just a smile from X. HURT...
Writting SOrry LETETRS for X...Wrote about 10 letters. X put it aside, ignoring, HURT..
Asking begging X to read the letters, X smile but made no action , HURT..
Calling X to let her know that English class was cancelled, X refuse to answer the call, HURT...
Maybe you think that i'm happy that you were being HURT, but no , each and every time the response you gave me HURT me..I can;t tell why..I wanted us to be like best FRIENDS AGAIN..What went wrong??? X, you hate me..? HURT>>>!!!
You hated me for the reason and i was the one should be angry when the statement was made that day, but i didn;t, i just wrote some words to tell you..and the most important thing, i wrote there.NO OFFENCE...i wrote that and didn't mean anything..U asked why i wrote your blog address, i should, tell me, why shouldn't I..?
You were angry and I was angry...but now, you are down and I am desperate...When Miss Jessie asked you who drove you home all the time, you answered another person..WHY???? I should be the one, I drove you, Pls remember X!! I was the one..!!! Why you said something which HURTS ppl again and again.?????
I just wanted everything to be THE SAME again!! PLS!!!!! I'm so tired already...X , Pls... X, I'll wait.....!!
After the interview session this morning, we planned to go to my best friend's house for a visit and to go for a Batu Maung one day trip. You might don't know or not familiar with the name Batu Maung but actually it's a small fish village near Bayan Baru, which is quite far..LOL> Anyway, I went to Yeong Chee house, tell ya, he is quite rich...See the house then you know what i mean..LOL>>
Still the same, me, Cherrie, Samantha, Yeong Chee camwhoring in his house.
The other pics will be sent by my friends soon. Post it up later.
Well, Yeong Chee's mother treated us 2 Durian and Bee Hoon she cooked herself as for our lunch, Wow..!! I actually think that the BeeHoon was really GOOD...So did the other two...Then, we went for a visit to the Penang Batu Maung Aquarium. We enjoyed ourselves really very much..LOL After visiting the aquarium, we visited Sam Pau Kong Temple. It was believed that a China "TAI JIAN" went to Malaysia when Melaka at that time was famous for its Pulau Perdagangan and Laksamana Cheng Hoe went here, Batu Maung Penang and left a large footprint there in the temple. Wanna have a look? Then, we went to Yeong Chee's grandma's house to take one of his drawing, and look..!!
All of us were like Wow, you drew that ah..? so so nice and he answered" Yeh, this is the ugly one..." Damn it la, this you call ugly??? Are you sure..? Yeong Chee is a really good artisit, he can draw potraits very well, he drew Jessica Alba potrait before, Jolin potrait before and etc and now Cherrie wanted him to draw for her too..LOL>> Anywayy, he is going to study interior design next week in Raffles university, Singapore next week..ALL THE BEST YEONG CHEE>>>!!!
Around 2 pm, we dropped Cherrie bak to Queensbay and we three decided to go Pulau Jerejak for a visit but failed, but we did take pictures in the jetty..
It was really windy and comforting..So sad we can't go to Pulau Jerejak cos the boat will depart one hour later..SO LONG>>>>>!!!
We ended up our trip in YC house again, watching TV...Then, away we go... Also, wanna share few pics with you all, remember the KDU IDol first audition? I got some pics..!! Anyway, that was already history..I made it into the semi finals and it will be on next Thursday!!!SO nervous...!! LOL>>>Samantha, you sing really well, really i meant it..!! Gambate..!!
And today after class, met up with Nicholas, he came back from Melbourne dee and does not change much...Still the same old same, flirting, saying bad things about UFAT, eat a lot and showing off his so called " FAKE MUSCLES, and annoyed ppl when ppl is driving seriously....LOL>>Anyway, we had our lunch in Penang Road, that's mean Laksa and Chendol again..>>
After that, Gurney again and saw JOVY for the first time..I observed and ended up with a conclusion that she look quite similar to BAI XIN HUI and JOLIN...lol
LOL....That's all for today, before ending another video you really must watch!!
FATED TO LOVE YOU EPIDOE 17 KISSING PREVIEW REALLY MUST WATCH!!!
Now, i am having exam these few days, so not in the mood of posting blog entries, so just a few interesting videos from YOUTUBE for all of you...
THE FIRST VIDEO THE PREVIEW OF FATED TO LOVE YOU EPISODE 17
This is a must watch video cause at about 3minute40second, XINYI and CUNXI kissed so so so...!!! THEY are SO HOT when they KISSED!!!! Watch it!!
The 2nd Video The Photoshoot Of Ethan Ruan Swimming Naked
OH MY GOD...Ethan Ruan swimming naked in public..???? You would ask, but no...Just that the drama he acted in FATED TO LOVE YOU has a very very good result, which is the rate of watching is almost 100 % of the whole Taiwan, breaking the record ever...!! So, he promised to swim naked, but actually, not really naked..Watch and you'll know what i mean..LOL
THE 3RD VIDEO LEON JAY WILLIAMS MV - CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU
I'm not posting this video because i like the song or i like Leon but SAMANTHA was screaming and shouting away when she saw this video in some other place...SHE screamed" Oh my god, so handsome and he was looking at me when he sings..Ah...!!!!!!" She did that for 5 miniutes when the song is played....I was like ok....So, I posted it up here for you, SAmanTha...LOL>
Well, I'm planning to write a story and yes..!!!! I'm writting a 20 episodes STORY for all of you and the best part is that YOU WERE ALL IN IT..!!!! listen up my story uses all my friends as the main roles...so, you better read it...!! Roles are given to all of my friends, MANSON UFAT SAMANTHA CHERRIE DING CLARENCE WEICHUN SWEETHENG MINGHUI NICHOLAS YEONGCHEE and etc.
Eternal Episode 1 -- The Meeting I swithched off my cellphone. It's so frustrating! Damn, another press conference. I looked through the magazine and saw my name in it, which made no suprises cause I'm the Taiwan famous singer, earning 1 million dollar every month and the media likes to write nonsence about me. " Manson dated famous model last night in the Ritz Hotel." The title sounded illogically which made me angry. Now i know why my cell phone kept ringing all the time. It was UFat, my agent. He will screw me if I answered the call. And I was not in the mood to listen for the lecture.
I changed my clothes, choosing Burberry as my top and LV as my pants, and not forgeting my Gucci shades, I was almost done. I heard honking of cars outside and jumped in into the car. I always enjoy Alphard because of the leather seats and the LCD screen built inside.
" What happened? You dated the model yesterday night and chose Ritz Hotel as your location. Are you crazy? " UFat asked. I was so lazy to reply that illogical question, I was sick last night and was resting in my bed for the whole night and suddenly I appeared in a Hotel dating a model whom i don't recognize at all..? "Bull Shit!!" I shouted at UFat. Not that I wanted to scold him, but i can't control emotions of mine.He had been always the one to support and help me from the first day I started my carrer as a singer in Taiwan. I really appreciated his support for all these years. He was the one to advise me on recording albums, photoshoot, he was the one to arrange all interviews for me, he was the one to plan my daily activities, he was the one to explain everything for me in front of thye media, and he was the one to help me earning 1 million dollar every month. I appreciated that and I knew that shouting at him was really not right. He had been my frien since form 4 when i was like 17 years old, and know i'm already 24 years old.We had been friends for 8 years and now he is the one helping me with my career.
" Sorry, UFat, i didn't mean to shout at you, sorry..." I apologized softly.He smiled at me"It's okay, i know,you got a lot of pressure, that's fine, it's better for you to shout it out than keeping all the problems inside of yourself'". I was relieved, I was so afraid that our frienship would end up just like that. I slept.
" Hey, wake up, Manson! Wake up..!" I opened my baggy eyes and look through the window, It's the Ritz Hotel where the press conference will be held. I woke up and walked down from the car. I forgot that there were so many fans outside waiting and that they will bang on me just for some signatures. I forgot. I was banged by a female fans, about 18 in age. I was so damn angry but as a public figure, I had to smile and said " I'm okay" I pretended to smile as friendly as i can and pulled this girl up from her fall on the ground. All fans were shouting. I stood in front of my car for the media to snap me some poses. I was so tired and bored of the flashes coming into my eyes. I hate that. I went into the press conference room, sitting down in the VIP room, waiting for the make up artist to do my hair and my face. I listened to my IPOD NANO and kept memorizing the lyrics because later, i will need to sing a new song of my realesed album today.
I went in to the press room and flashes here now and flashes there then. I'm used to it, but again, hate it! It's very stressful for my eyes. I gave out a fake smile pretending to be friendly. Fake smile, to the left, then to the right of the room. Then, I sang my new song. After that, all the reporters were asking different questions to me and I find it not challenging at all...They were like" What's your album style" " When is your World Tour Concert?" "Are you recovering from your sick?" " Are you dating a guy now?" --- WHAT???? Dating a guy..? I can't believe my ears and kinda "Pardon Me " reply. The reporters asked again, "you ain't date any girls before till now, so maybe you are G**?" I stunted for a moment. I felt angry and sad at the moment, is all these what I'm been dreaming for to become a singer and all the media had their focus on me? Yes..I used to dream bout that but now I HATE it!!! They asked such questions to me..? "What the FUC*!, you are asking me wheter I'm not straight?? When an artist date girls, you all will write that nonsence on the papers and when we are not dating anyone , you said that there is a problem if our sexual orientation? THen what do you want me to do!!!F***!!!" I was damn angry and ran out of the room. I booked a plane seat back to Malaysia. I was so tired of all these...I'm out of this!!!
End of Episode 1 Episode 2 -- Appearance of Samantha and Cherrie
Ok...still the same old same...wake up, to college, and going back home...but only one interesting thing that is worth telling which is English lesson again,LOL..We had another role play and this time Miss Alison decided to combine all of us and presented out the short drama in a group, and the theme today is PREGNANCY. Okay, i know this sounds nonsence, but to me, this theme did suite my idea a lot..What i always wanted to direct the drama was about pregnancy and today..YEAH..!! I saw Fated To Love You drama and had this idea...Samantha acted as Xinyi and she is a wife for UFat as Ethan Ruan. Well, Xinyi is not goog looking at all but she is in the marriage all because Ethan made her pregnant and all he wanted was just to take up the responsibilities, No FEELINGS at all for her at first, but slowly, fall in love with all her personalities.Actually, Ethan has a girlfriend in America named Anna (played by Cherrie). Anna is jealous and told XinYi that Ethan wanted to abort the baby. XinYi was damn sad and ran to the road but Ethan did chased her...But, a car crashed into XinYi and she was bleeding....!!! In the hospital, Ethan has no choice but to abort the baby to protet the mother's safety.......SAD SAd SAd.....quite funny when we acted it out...!!LOL
Ok...reached home and saw this..!!A brand new puppy..It's a toy poodle and it's really really cute..!!! I call it COFFEE...!!!
A simple, fun guy. Turning 19 this year. Love gym since last year. Currently in Australian National University (ANU) first year, studying Commerce. Love Penang, love Canberra, love friends.
I was SAD at first, but I was not after that...Mainly because the support from friends....Chin Fern, the last contestant were so worried that she could not get into the finals and i told her she was better than me and i should be the one to have the worries..But she gave me a very supportive response stating that i can sing very well...And Jeffery the 1st contestant too, he said he like me singing the song the most..Thanks you all...When it's announced, i'm not in the finals, and both of them are like..."WHY LEH>>??" But, i was happy enough to see someone like my voice and the song i performed...Really, and thanks UFAT SAMANTHA WEICHUN CHERRIE CLARENCE THENG AND HUI for supporting me at the foyer..
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