I"M FU**KING TIRED ,
I"M TIRED, TIRED ,AND DESPERATE!!!
WHY...BUT WHY..
UNTIL THEN, 10.40pm,
FINAlly, I felt that i can breathe again>>>!!!
Monday, July 7, 2008
SORRY
woke up this morning, waiting for X down her hostel, calling X, leaving voice messages, typing SMS to X, NO REPLY>>!! I waited, telling myself X will not be like that, but turned out, she was walking herself to class and I was HURT...
Going into class, asking X that what did everything went wrong. X said nothing but went out of the class. I said SORRY for million of times, but NO REPLY, just a smile from X. HURT...
Writting SOrry LETETRS for X...Wrote about 10 letters. X put it aside, ignoring, HURT..
Asking begging X to read the letters, X smile but made no action , HURT..
Calling X to let her know that English class was cancelled, X refuse to answer the call, HURT...
Maybe you think that i'm happy that you were being HURT, but no , each and every time the response you gave me HURT me..I can;t tell why..I wanted us to be like best FRIENDS AGAIN..What went wrong??? X, you hate me..? HURT>>>!!!
You hated me for the reason and i was the one should be angry when the statement was made that day, but i didn;t, i just wrote some words to tell you..and the most important thing, i wrote there.NO OFFENCE...i wrote that and didn't mean anything..U asked why i wrote your blog address, i should, tell me, why shouldn't I..?
You were angry and I was angry...but now, you are down and I am desperate...When Miss Jessie asked you who drove you home all the time, you answered another person..WHY???? I should be the one, I drove you, Pls remember X!! I was the one..!!! Why you said something which HURTS ppl again and again.?????
I just wanted everything to be THE SAME again!!
PLS!!!!! I'm so tired already...X , Pls...
X, I'll wait.....!!
Going into class, asking X that what did everything went wrong. X said nothing but went out of the class. I said SORRY for million of times, but NO REPLY, just a smile from X. HURT...
Writting SOrry LETETRS for X...Wrote about 10 letters. X put it aside, ignoring, HURT..
Asking begging X to read the letters, X smile but made no action , HURT..
Calling X to let her know that English class was cancelled, X refuse to answer the call, HURT...
Maybe you think that i'm happy that you were being HURT, but no , each and every time the response you gave me HURT me..I can;t tell why..I wanted us to be like best FRIENDS AGAIN..What went wrong??? X, you hate me..? HURT>>>!!!
You hated me for the reason and i was the one should be angry when the statement was made that day, but i didn;t, i just wrote some words to tell you..and the most important thing, i wrote there.NO OFFENCE...i wrote that and didn't mean anything..U asked why i wrote your blog address, i should, tell me, why shouldn't I..?
You were angry and I was angry...but now, you are down and I am desperate...When Miss Jessie asked you who drove you home all the time, you answered another person..WHY???? I should be the one, I drove you, Pls remember X!! I was the one..!!! Why you said something which HURTS ppl again and again.?????
I just wanted everything to be THE SAME again!!
PLS!!!!! I'm so tired already...X , Pls...
X, I'll wait.....!!
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