The Hardest Thing

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And you know it's killing me, it's killing you
only me trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who trust me
And trusts me fast asleep

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind

Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending

I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate
myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
I'm so thankful
I found you

ALTHOUGH you don know that i still do ,
like you