Something i feel like expressing

for 6 years,
i have known you..
long enough right? but i get to know you better since 3 years before..
and shit, although i also don believe it myself...
but i think i still **** you..
i thought that i **** someone else this year...
i worried that if i really **** that person this year...
but then i saw you..
seeing you again proves that ***ing that person is only an illusion..
you are the right one...
and shit,
i am confused now..wtf