Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Changes

i saw changes,in a lot of my friends,
i don't know if it was right ,
I'm lost, as usual,
still the same,
old Manson,
nothing,
much
changes,
or I didn't
know myself that
I have changed a lot and
maybe i really changes a lot till
I didn't even discover that slight changing
I saw all the differences in friends and families,
It was first Nicholas whom i was chatting with him yeaterday,
I was kinda lost contact with him for quite some timeor i was lazy to chat,
then, yesterday, i found out that He has changed, the differences are quite visible
As a friend from Form 1 till now, he is now more matured, more responsible, more knowledgable
Of course, that is some thing good about his positive changes and differences within himself,
As his friend, i'm glad of it and found out that he learn to love now, not to be that "yam",
I knew that he was going to tell me that he improve in his so call photographyskill,
yes, i have to admit that you are better now in choosing angles for photographs.
LOL, and then i saw changes in Cherrie Kee, my UNSW bestie classmate,
Not physically change, but mentally, she made some differrences,
She has become, more open minded, which is really positive,
She has become more mature as I can see that she is
really more serious and focus in study now,
and that she really continue her passion
in the dancing category, but,
the difference is tat
She is more
rational
than
b4
I also
saw other
differences and
changes in another friend
of mine, Soon U Fat and yes, he
is my BESTIE since the year we met..
We have the same interests and tastes in
the sense of music, movies, ideas and lame jokes..
The changes is that he is really harworking than ever now,
i know that he is facing huge pressure and aim for really excellent results
and that he wanted to be the EMINENT student in our UNSW FY courses in KDU
and in my personal opinion, he is not that honest to himself anymore than before, i think..
he is avoiding a lot of questions that i can observed through his actions and talking
He is not the same "UFAt i knew few years ago already, but then, i think
that is quite okay to me, i find excuses for most of my friends now,
maybe he is doing the right choice to avoid and be dishonest,
maybe this is the changes in me now as I am always
ready to find excuses for my friends,but it sucks
Cos sometimes, the thinking doesn;t match
and sometimes it can be very tiring,
and then i understand that
no changes are needed
when nothing is
happening.
Glad