The Hardest Thing

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And you know it's killing me, it's killing you
only me trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who trust me
And trusts me fast asleep

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind

Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending

I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate
myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
I'm so thankful
I found you

ALTHOUGH you don know that i still do ,
like you

Invisible Man

You can hardly
wait to tell all your friends
How X kisses taste sweet like wine
And how X always
makes your heart skip a beat
Every time X walks by
And if you're feeling down
X'll pick you up
X'll hold you close when
you're makin' love
X's everything
you've been dreaming of

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes
lookin' deep into mine
Telling me more than
any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby to you all I am
Is the invisible man

You probably spend
hours on the phone
Talkin' 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter
what the conversation
Just as long as X called
Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
You wipe away each other's tears
Your face lights up
whenever X appears

I see you all the time baby
The way you look at X
I wish it was me ...
Boy I wish it was me

But I guess I'll never be...

天堂鸟 （My Favourite-est movie of the year)

I have changed my blog's song..!!!
Really nice song...!! Listen to it and you will love it..there is lyrics there...!!
(It is the drama's theme song)

I love this SINGAPORE drama!!!!!!
This 天堂鸟Live Again is the best drama i ever watched this year..!!





And PLEASE take time to WATCH theses two VIDEO..!!!
It is a MUST WATCH>>!!!!!

10 Days China Trip

Whooh....~~~
Finally, arrived in Penang...!!
So tired for these 10 days...
but FUN and totally WORTH IT..

(anyway, one day is missing and dont ask me why...lol..)

Anyway, cant post the pics right now cos the connection is fucking slow...
will post it sooner

Offer And Acceptance

I made an offer,
you asked what if you accept the offer right?

But the contract is still not valid,
LOL..wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka!!!!!
Cos there is no consideration and ICLR...>>
NO la,
just applying my legal studies knowledge into this..
just joking...

What if you accept?
Hmmm....
It only left two weeks wor...
and i thought you said you dont wan cos my heart isnt there..
lol...
and exam week wor....
you really want ah?
consider first la ha....

lol

Love,
Manson

Overprotected!

Dedicate this song from Britney to me myself and another friend,

OVERPROTECTED

Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do?
got need some answers

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell them what I like
What I want
And what I don't
But everytime I do
I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world
I realize I'm o-o-verprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do?
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so o-verprotected

I need time
Love
I need space (this is it this is it)

I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
What I want what what I'm gonna (I need)
Do about my destiny
I say (no no)
Nobody's tellin me just what i wanna (do do)
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be-e
Someone else but me

(action)
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody telling me just what i wanna
What i want, what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I say (no no)
Nobody's tellin me just what i wanna (do do)
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be-e
Someone else but me

What am I to do with my life?
(You'll find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so o-verprotected

Meanwhile,
have two things to ANNOUNCE>>>!!!
I'm currently ADDICTED to two movies....!!!!

FIRSTLY,
High School Musical 3!!! (The Best Movie ever...!!!!)

Secondly,
Picture This! (Starring Ashley Tisdale)

Will blog abt these later cos now FINALS ..!! (exam)

For those who decide to accept this award, I would appreciate it if you could do the following:

1. Put the logo on your blog.

2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.

3. Nominate 10 other blogs.

4. Add links to those blogs on yours.

5. Leave a message for your nominees on your blogs.

I've been nominated by:
JOVY CHOU (currently in Melbourne)
jovychouzhaowei.blogpsot.com

if you think the owner's blog is also that good, nominate him/her too!

I hereby nominate:

Jovy (jovychouzhaowei.blogpsot.com) -- Why her? Cos she is the one nominated me this award...??!! Wakakakaka!!Anyway, I've seen her for only one time, when I dropped Nicholas back to Gurney Plaza in Penang and Nicholas called me to meet her up in the food court...Impression abt her? Hmm...She looks very alike like BAI XIN HUI ( a taiwan famous model)..And her blog...?? Nice to read cos i can see what is going on in Melbourne and by the way, I;m a good party planner???!! Thanks..lol

Samantha (samanthasik.blogspot.com) -- Why her? I think she deserved this award cos she always update her blog, unlike my other friends...lol..wakakaa...and what most, she will write really a lot and post up a lot of pictures which is quite interesting..and she will frequently post up pictures about a lot of food, which i found interesting..WAkakakak!!! And I think that her blog is a nice place to relax too..!!

Ufat (j4y-soon.blogspot.com) -- Why him? Cos he is my really really best friend and (verson, you too) He always post up very "chim" blog post during the past few months...but recently, changed his style upside down, changed into a personal life blog...which potrays a lot of his everyday life...And most of all, always SUAN pppl...wakakaka

Cherrie (cherriekee.blogspot.com) -- Why her? She is also my really really best friend..!! And she always help me through a lot of things (although at last most of the time, i do myself)LOL...As a best friend of mine, i think that your blog colour is really refreshing, and the post you put up is quite interesting and a lot of PICTURES of course...!!lol

Nicholas (fatandshortguy.blogspot.com) Yeah!! How can i forget about you??? Cos since JOVY nominated me, so i straightaway think about your blog...(don know why??lol) So, i nominated him because he always do promotion for me in Australia...Such as, he help me promoting my party planner skills....LOL..wakakaka...His blog...quite interesting, and in think that a lot of guests like hi s chatbox....!!lol

Suyuan (http://duckiieahiru.blogspot.com/) Why her? She is my latest friend? LOL...wakakaka...She is a really nice girl and friend to be with...And her blog, is really interesting...i always enjoy the story that she wrote about a DUCKLING....I love it anyway..!! Keep it up!!

NICOLE (nicolepang.blogspot.com) I like her blog..Cos it is so cute..the colour and the rainbow...go check it out..and about Choong Ai? She is a friend i knew her since last year chemistry tuition...She is vey lively, which makes the class interesting everytime with musics songs and taylors scholarship...(me too) wakakak..Now she is studying in KL, so her blog mainly are about life in KL...Nice blog...Go read it..!!

ChinFern (chinfern.blogspot.com) I like her blog too...LOL....But she didnt nominate me..!!! Buhoo...!!!! LOL...She is in the same college with me, i knew her since high school is it? (not sure where met her before...) I got to know her even better when i joined KDU Idol....She is in the finals but i am not...that is not the point..LOL...Anyway, like your blog...Keep it up..!!!

Jolin (http://www.ilovesuper.com/blog/index.php?blogId=1) my favourite taiwan artiste...I love her so so much...( I love High School Musical too..!!) She is FABULOUS>>>!! Just wishing that she reads my blog...LOL...(Never gonna happen anyway)

Remember The Missing Videos...?

If you read my last blog post,
You will know that i just celebrated my EARLY BIRTHDAY (surprise),
and my friends made me 4 videos...
The first one is already down there...
The other three...
Here you go..
For your info. my friend Ufat did this as a SURPRISE gift for me...THANKS..>!!

BIRTHDAY wishes from Lecturer (part 1)

BIRTHDAY wishes from lecturers (part 2)


THE OTHER 2 VIDEOS WISHES BY FRIENDS WILL POST UP LATER...

Late late post

Just finish my Trial Exam for my UNSW foundation....
But not feeling very excited though..
As the Real External Australia Paper will be two weeks soon...
So...I've been hibernate my blog for a long long time dee..

Still remember i told you guys that i directed
a short drama for like duration of 30 minutes?
I was the director and actor in the drama..
Ufat, Cherrie, Samantha, and the whole class joined this..
for Pengajian Malaysia assignment..
We prepared this for a very long time..

AND HERE"S the VIDEO>>!!!!
be sure to watch (Samantha slapped Cherrie in this!!!)

While waiting for the video to work...
Let me crap about something else...
Just celebrated my 18th surprise birthday last week...
I know, my bday is on November...
But my friends gave me a SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY>>!!!

I love it...

SO SO MUCH..!!!
Thank you all friends..and lecturers..!!

Know what?
My friends Ufat Cherrie Samantha and others...
prepare for me a surprise decorated classroom..
AND A series of VIDEOS>>>!!!!

Ufat produced this birthday wishes video for me...
Take a look...
My Birthday video comprises of 4 parts

1st part: slides and pictures


The other three videos will upload tomorrow....

Sorry..

Sorry for not updating for a few days already...
Cos really busy...
Final exam is coming soon..
will UPDATE soon..

What ??? We took all these PICTURES???

We had some few crazy days recently..
When i mean WE i mean ME SAMANTHA UFAT CHERRIE lo....(lol)
They went to my condo, the view and took dozens of pictures....(stupid pictures with stupid poses)

i like my condo BAR COUNTER... So elegant...!!

must you be so "ai sui" cherrie?

crazy photo no 1 : in the jacuzzi bathtub

crazy photo no 2: in the jacuzzi acting weird..

even more stupid poses..

Pay no attention the the human beside the bar counter...Cos th BAR COUNTER has already been the nicest thing in this photo la...lol

a group photo in my living room..

another one...

Know the playland ppl used to have in fast food restaurant
such as KFC and Mcdonalds...?
Who said that we are too old for PLAYLAND>>>???

ufat, are you stuck??

emo...

best pic of the month (model used: UFAT SAMANTHA) credits to 512 Modelling Agency...lol

don you feel hot out there? The weather...!!

my pose look so funny...

me and ufat...( ufat has very good flexing position of his body)

ARTISTIC>>>???

A Friend of mine... (not me)
DREW this...>>

So, this is PUMA...???
LOL

KL Again...~~

My god,

This is the 4th time I visited to KL again on 2008..!
But, i enjoyed the trip EVERYTIME>>>!!!
WHO SAYS that Malaysia does not have ELEGANT shopping MALLS?
WHO SAYS that Bangkok offers MORE variety than KL Malaysia?

MALAYSIA actually has it all, guys...!!
Bukit Bintang street, there are like hundreds and thousands of shops...
............. Shopping Malls, Complexes, Retail Shops, Markets, Plazas.............
CHEAP? ELEGANT? EXPENSIVE? OVER THE TOP?
You can find anything here....!!!
Ranging from BRANDLESS product TO LOUIS VUTTON..
KL has it ALL!!! Lot 10, Times Square, Pavilion......!!

Main point is that I went KL again during hols,

and wanted to crap abt a few things...AGAIN,
More photos, Less Crapping..(lol)

walking to LRT sation from my KL condo in SENTRAL...

Yes...This will be KL SENTRAL station..

1.60 for a person to go to KLCC from Sentral..

ppl there are like SHIT>>>>!!! So many of them!!

same , the food court was also packed with ppl...

lunch by myself...SK

see those CUTE lamps...>?? Look more carefully...

Tada...!! You get what i mean? the lamp has got a DIC*...lol

最近，
总觉得有一些缺陷，
不能 figure it out 的缺陷，

不安，伤感，迷惑，
未来，会是一个怎么样的路，
为什么，我必须遵守世界规则，
为什么，世界就不能破例一次，
多开放些，

我不能明白，
身边的一切都变了。。。
我要的始终得不到，达不到，要不到，

I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history

I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's his destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain?

Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small

....The winner takes it all....
赢家永远都是赢家

ZZZ~

Yup....>>>

mansonlohblog.blogspot.com
will be in HIBERNATION mode for a few days..

Yes...But,
I will update as much as I can
as soon as i reach home..>>
That will be Sunday,
I guess..


WELL>>
HAPPY HIBERNATION TO mansonlohblog.blogspot.com
[ lame, lol :) ]

MAMMA MIA ~~ Here i go again...~~~(lol)

Mamma Mia~

Here I go again``
.....My oh My.....
How can i resist you...
~~~MAMMA MIA~~~

Well,
again...
ALONE...
to watch movie in GSC...
Watched....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And guess what...?
I give this MAMMA MIA
a 9.5/10 mark..!!

WATCH IT>>>~!!
Great songs, Great musics, Great acting, Great sceneries...!!!!
Two Thumbs Up...!

SOME PICTURES FOR MAMMA MIA

meryl streep and Amanda Seyfried

______END of Mamma Mia_____

Went jogging these few days,
felt wonderful,
In fact,
~enjoying it~..
Here's the proof.....

TADA...!!! Jogging....(lame...~~lol)

PLANS are still ON>>>!!!!

MY so called "High School Musical"

Since High School Musical 3 is coming up soon in the theaters,
I've been thinking of why not producing a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL of my own..?
Cos I'm in college now,
And i certainly have all those memories....
High School Musical 3 is based on their LAST YEAR..>>
So,
I'm going to CRAP about my last year in High School....
There it goes.....

original HSM 3
cast starring: Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens, Ashley Tisdale, Lucas Gabreel

versus the HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL of my OWN...(lol)
cast starring: Manson Wilson HanTung Verson MinChun

I missed all those times....
They will bw only memories from the moment i stepped out from my school...
now in college,
i miss you all...

i miss the times when Wilson, Ufat, Verson fooled around in the canteeen..
fooling around like idiots,
buying tonnes of SOYA BEAN,
compete to DRINK...
see who is the fastest...
i know it sounds lame,
but hey, you maybe lame too...

i miss the time when i, nicholas, derrick, kenjoo, choong ai
go for LOO PENG PENG ttn...
we enjoyes ourselves there...
bringing food, snacks, games..
sometimes, FOOLED teacher...
in a very small class of 8..

i miss the times where Chun Lam chased Ufat around the school
they were chasing from 3rd floor to the 1st and
started running to the top again..
whY?
because they saw the discipline teacher..lol
and I joined,
we even used BROOMSTICKS....LOL


Zac Efron's informations
his personal information written by Wikipedia

Manson's information
written by High school friends in High School Graduation Magazine

END OF CRAPPING...SERIOUS PHOTOS NOW..lol

Shit..!! MY GOD>>!! My teacher in high school teacher was in a MAGAZINE..??
know why? She went to ADVERTISE herself on her succesful DIET>>>!!! LOL Wakakaka

see...i was so idiotic that time...even formed a music BAND...lol

many ppl leh.....know what...? I organized this party one ah..!!lol

Jun Leon, Min Chun, Alex, Wilson, Me ( there is Jolin too...lol)

the "amosai" group (english -shit lol ) wern, mitchell, nicholas

i miss all the times when we do nothing in the field,
watching others kicking football,
but you know i hated sports that time,
we played idiotic games beside the fields,
doing pointless work..

i miss the times when i sing in the class,
when Min Chun and ALex will say I'm noisy...
they will say " Enough dee la, Manson"
But know what, i still sing,
and actually, they were influeced easily
and they will be singing the nest minute...lol

chin heng , mitchell (top), Zhi huang , me

biology teacher..Love her teaching..lol

wei hock and han tung in the CAnteen....

MY FAVOURITE_EST monitor!!! Yee Xuan (Blake)

i miss the time when Yee Xuan my class monitor,
said something stupid to the teacher,
or argueing with teachers....
i miss the time when he fight with teachers...
lol...really BRAVE lo..

i miss the time when my MATHS teacher scolded me
for scoring such low marks..
i miss the time when my manths teacher said " OUCH"
in front of the class without anything happened...

again in canteen,,,what's the look?

hey....i spotted ufat...!!!

me, verson and tingern..

my chemistry teacher in Form 5 (from young till now) lol

do you know why i hate maths so so much??
Because of HER>>>>>!!!! My maths teacher...!!

Class Photo during Form 4

went to Hokkaido during Form 5

Went to Jolin Concert during Form 5

FRIENDS TALK

NICHOLAS

ALEX

VERSON

YEE XUAN (my monitor)
noticw that he called me to remeber the 7th alphabet??
A B C D E F ....._ G...G for ...? LOL

Han Tung

The Future pilot __ Min Chun

Cute friend of mine _____ Nicole Pang Choong Ai

I know,
none of these will happen again,
I know,
they will be memories
for the rest of my life...
i will remember this chapter of my life...

...i will...